Learning.... still... | onmymind1976's Blog

I thought I was seeing this guy, but it really was like I was waiting around for when he wasnt busy to spend w/ me. Ugh.... I started making excuses... and realized i wasnt haveng fun, and my gut was telling me this was wrong. But even now that I know I need to walk away, it hurts. Doesnt make sence.... hes no good for me, so why does it hurt? double ugh. I have defiently realized, i am not ready for a relationship, and need to follow gut from the get go.